En Amor con Música - In Lurve wit Music

2009-03-10T22:33:00.001+08:00

life is so screwed.

i still have 1 more month of mugging before 1yr is officially gone. i am just 1 month away from my 3months holidays! i still have 1 more month of mugging i am 1 month away from my 3months long holidays! i still have 1 month of mugging i am just 1 month from my 3 months long holidays! i just have 1 month of mugging left. i am having my 3 months long holidays in just 4wks time! im dying in 4wks time.

4 weeks time!

tell me 4 wks will fly! tell me i will be fine! cant wait for the start of holidays. NO to working- monetary incentives are no incentives to me at present. i just need FUN(x) and destress! i slept from 530 all the way to 8.. im just so dead.

STRESS OUT

2009-02-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

when Recess week dun feel like Recess week!

when Recess week is worst than Normal Schooling week!

its gonna be another ranting post bout how "great" uni life is.. so i decided to cut it short..

uni life - Pretty fun. BUT

uni workload - CRAZY.

gonna work on ACCESS again (i superb duper uber hates)

have BLaw assignement to submit by coming tues (dead)

have FM Quiz coming mon (*shakes head*)

have IT ppt (blur focal point, 3G phone, 3G network or both)

have endless FM essays- 4th one till current

2009-02-18T22:22:00.002+08:00

brief update

♥jm is totally INTO TWILIGHT SAGA.. reading the read kind of books- novels instead of textbks=.=

♥jm is packed to the brim with the combination of schoolwork, tutorials, revisions, assignments, quizes, projects, piano-teaching job

♥jm is hooked to lots of drama, korean, sporean, so hooked she chases after them (sucha wrong timing)

♥jm feels that time in school flies to horribly fast. irony in some ways, she wants uni life to be over and done with. BUT being so fast also means, everything is so packed (points to second point) 4mths=1sem including exams

♥jm is feeling busy yet slack at the same time

♥jm dunno how she will perform at the end of this sem

♥jm is living in a life of total uncertainty which she hates.

"This is not goodbye, this is starting over, if you wanna know, I don't wanna let go." ♥piano-fetish

2009-01-28T18:25:00.004+08:00

happy cny peepx(:

din blog for long! i actually fell sick on cny eve itself! how nice huh.... not a way to celebrate cny definitely. cny eve no clinics will be open, so forget it. waited till today, that family doctor of mine was still having his break (zz) so went to see the one at 768 instead. not bad, but EXP. he said i cgt flu bug, throat infection, fever. common but its quite bad. i was given 3days mc! haha. which prolly wun be used. his medicine works miracle! after taking one dose of them, i was ok within hrs. no more cough, no more block nose, no more fever.

cny was as usual, not much angbaos this time cos my mum's side de cant bai nian. played and won in blackjack by just $4,50. better than nothing. feeling very sleep after taking those medicine... duh...

wedding game is nt a bad movie. nice, funny. prolly more inclined to fann and christ lovers like ME=x owellx... thats bout it... time to work harder..

2009-01-14T11:48:00.003+08:00

love me. yiruma

my latest love. YIRUMA! somehow i feel he is a more gentle pianist (more natural and very captivating to me) hearing him play makes me fall in love with his playing.. his series of songs are beautiful... at least, it tugs the strings of the heart... i love such tunes.. (: sweet hur.. he makes me wanna own a collection of his songs.. plus all his scores! haa.... check him out (: Yiruma is 10yrs my senior! born in 1978 (:

2008-12-06T23:45:00.001+08:00

YEA! exams are OVER! haaa.. this is a long belated post! LAPTOP was stuck for repairs.. no computer to use~! zzzz... will update a proper entry soon.. tada~!!

2008-11-22T23:02:00.001+08:00

this song came to my mind....

i wanna learn.. yea after dec3... scoresheet: http://h1.ripway.com/nitingke/part1/diyici.pdf other songsx http://pourinto.blogspot.com/2006/10/piano-scores.html.. its nice hor... haha touching to me thou...

當你看著我　我沒有開口
已被你猜透　還是沒把握
還是沒有符合　你的要求

＊是我自己想得太多　還是你也在閃躲
如果真的選擇是我　我鼓起勇氣去接受
不知不覺讓視線開始閃爍

＃喔　第一次我　說愛你的時候
呼吸難過　心不停地顫抖
喔　第一次我　牽起你的雙手
失去方向　不知該往那兒走
那是一起相愛的理由
那是一起斯守　〔對我〕

＋喔　第一次吻　你深深的酒渦
想要清醒卻沖昏了頭
喔　第一次你　躺在我的胸口
二十四小時沒有分開過
那是第一次知道　天長地久

感覺你屬於我　感覺你的眼眸
第一次就決定　決不會錯

okok.. i know.. im supposed to MUG... okok... but its nice...

2008-11-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

all the stress thats getting to me lately.

i just wish to retreat back to nature

8indulge in the view of the clear blue sea.
8the smell of saltish sea water.
8feel the breeze
8lay back and just gaze at the stars
8clear my mind, and empty all worries.

someone, grant me my wish.

r 4days more to battlefield
Y 11days more to piano recital

2008-11-21T20:18:00.004+08:00

ive done up my recital notes! yea! FINALLY (: i know its abit SLOW but its my first time doing it... and LAST time doing for ATCL *prayshard* the next time im gg to make another one is for my LRSM! im trying to look at the brighter and positive side of life.... hee.. sneak preview...

actually.. im kinda worried.. cause no matter what... i cant rid off mistakes totally... and till date... it has never been a perfect performance.. but given the pressure of NTU exam going on as well... theres no way i can channel all my focus onto it... although if given a choice... i would most gladfully just practise all day long.... and im thinking my 3rd and last piece seem to be an utter flop... haa... just hope everything goes on smooth yea...

shall end here... last day of exam on thursday... stats then econs (: blissful days shall follow after that... first thing in mind is ATCL plus buying that performing dress.... as for results... no matter what... i will just tell myself... i did my best... whatever the results [i hope i can convince myself that thou its abit hard... knowing myself.... haa..]

2008-11-20T20:26:00.003+08:00

cant wait for all exams to be officially GONE. i simply dread the sight of books now. esp STATS. boo! timed my piano recital just now... the whole recital itself lasted more than 35mins long... omg when my required max is 35minutes... on the actual day itself... plus the changing of scores and everything its gg 2 be longer den tt... its time to do some adjustments in speed... haa... tts bout it... doing up programme notes for my recital... jiayoujiayou~!

2008-11-20T12:12:00.004+08:00

back to revive blog... hahaha... currently having exams.... 2 down left with 2 more to go... you guys shld see these...

this is funny: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9OWFI4_Q8Wk after viewing it, u will know why im stressed.. cos ta men BU SHI REN!!!!! hahaa... one more destresser: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7SfBEXjQynY&NR=1 lmao! kk... too much mugging cause insanity...

2008-10-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

no time no time no time! every min, sec is utilized fully till the max... no retail, no entertainment, no life (humf) 5more weeks to first exam in uni, 8more lessons to piano dip exam.. endure!!

2008-08-29T21:14:00.002+08:00

LIFE in NTU

haha... its comparable to 5times worth of IAP! 4wks/1mth have gone pass in a whizz le! its damn fast! even faster den in poly! no more clsmates ard! no more bondings! no more kind lecturers and tutors whu joke to make things fun and alive! no more coursemates making nuisance and lufter in lec hall! no more running out for shopping trips during hour breaks! no more slacking ard in Biz Library! no more hiding in the bookshelves for gossips! no more close frens hearing my rants! no more beloved proj mates! no more chionging projects tgt! the feeling is just diff! ( and the list drags on )

i noe, make new frens and all! but here is nth compared to the 3yrs of bondings we shared in poly! thou we had our fair share of politics! i still miss every single one of them, which pieces up to make my poly life complete!

NTU days are tiring! filled with truckloads of tutorials and work! its suffocating at times! its NTH compared to the past! i wan to make the best out of this chance im given. but im finding it hard to adapt. im almost FLYING!

bad news; a few days b4 i turn 20! im still having my quiz and presentation! and the worst is! i haf to teach on the day i turn 20! duh.... wad a life. lets see it this way, with all the presentations gone and over with... my sem 1 will be over and done with too le!

2008-08-07T21:22:00.001+08:00

lovely thursday

Yeahness! the lady frm Trintiy College of Music replied me! weetx! im feeling slightly more assured now, it wun be so screwed! i hope:)

on random;

if it makes u feel any better,

we shall just pretend,

pretend that we neber knew each other,

for it doesnt matter much to me now,

afterall, the pinch period is over :]

2008-07-26T19:55:00.002+08:00

You meet a person in one second,
You get to know a person in one minute,
You develop a liking for a person in one hour,
You fall in love with a person in one day,

If fate doesnt allow two people to be together,

An entire lifetime will be needed to forget a person.

2008-07-14T21:46:00.001+08:00

i failed as a teacher=(
i just dun uds why i cant get my students to sing correctly.
haish. sucha failure.

2008-07-11T12:21:00.001+08:00

forgive & forget.

wo yi ding neng zuo dao :)

2008-07-01T22:39:00.001+08:00

woopx! its time for an update:)

i stopped working le! yeahyeah! its time for a break:) and im enjoying all moments right now! cos time is precious! starting soon in a month's time.... *dreadx* update again~!

2008-06-10T23:08:00.002+08:00

haiyo - haiyo - hai -

为人，还是为己？

2008-06-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

small update

my skool now has drum courses! ( i hear fantastic drum beats nowadays! ) nxt i dream of saxophonists coming to my skool one day! haha... ohyah btw, ive got a fetish towards male saxophonists... my idea of them is - SHUAI!

work's pretty FINE?! haha i guess... piles of workload building.. ohmygoodnessme! i lurve GSS, i wan shopping sprees! haha.. and and and.. i wan SENTOSA TANNING TRIPS! omg its been eons since i last went there.. totally white right now! (thou my colleagues disagrees, but its a total contrast) oh last but not least, i need to get all my piles of stuffs done.. like, application form, get lappie fixed, sign up SP Alumini, finish all my pieces, so on, so forth! most imptly, find time to meet my polymates, esp JINA! whrs our monthly meetups! uhoo~!!!

thats bout it! enduring the last 4wks to end of work:) anticipating the upcoming Uni days and the abit dreaded piano practical - diploma in piano performance! :( utterly NONONO confidence! urgh. its 4 stupid yrs since i went for piano exams, i guess i dragged it too long, now im facing the consequences. duhh... exam fear.. how nice-.- grrr...

2008-05-29T20:00:00.003+08:00

graduation pictures:) more to be posted.

girl, ive posted up some alr:) share our joy thru here eh... misses^^

2008-04-21T23:21:00.002+08:00

mmm haven been really updating. haha.. entered this site and left w/o knowing what to blog. i seriously lurve my current colleagues now. and in months im going to head for uni studies which is so FAST.. just got my hp changed, and im lurving it.. haha.. nth else. blogg again =P

2008-03-12T22:51:00.002+08:00

happybirthday pink pigpig:) may you and your knight live happily ever after eh:)

2008-03-09T22:17:00.002+08:00

my life rountines ard these stuffs now..

audit-audit-and more-audit

piano-piano-and more-piano

kids-kids-and more-kids

an official -non-student- lifestyle

had macbreakfast todae.. shopped todae... mask-ed! hahah... sounds taitai lifestyle?! i just din add in the i taught from 9am-8.30pm (reality check) lifes really pack! imagine working from sun all the way to friday den class and teach for 45mins on sat.. if i add in acca 3hrs * 3times a week... woohoo! that will be SHIOK =x duh... im off... my new routine.. sleep early.. cucumber masks really whitens the face.. haha...

2008-03-04T23:17:00.003+08:00

WOO! i practised my piano todae! amazingly! :) i spent a good 1hr on it! and i am terribly sorry towards my senior=x being new and slow.. i think im more of a hindrance than help to her... =x im hoping that at least i can clear up my file by tmr... so that she has one less worries... AHHHH...

im off to replenish my sleep.. for a battle tmr=x plish save me =x let miracle strike!

2008-03-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

reason why im so busy nowadays:-

monday - friday :
Audit Assitant Job
by the time i reach home, it will be freaking 7 earliest? eat and wadeva. onlineplustv 9 -11. DEAD.

sat :
Music lesson. Teach for 45mins ( appreciate the sacrifice i made for this stoodent on the only rest-practise day i got of the week ) practise/slack/head for class

sun:
Teach 9am - 8.30p.m

this spells it all! really! for money, i SLOG! -.- so kids. plish pay up march school fees on the first lesson:) your thoughtfulness is very well appreciated=p

2008-02-26T22:35:00.002+08:00

day 2 @ work

Been working for 2days alr.. work pretty much so-so =x not so tough, not so slack... learnt lots of new stuffs... doing lead sheets and sub schedules mainly... no so involved in the real audit field yet (gladfully)... colleagues are pretty fine.. but since im the only new face there... all have alr clicked to the grp le... so been adjusting to the surroundings of heading to work and reaching at 8.45 den adapting the drink-kopi-eat-breakfast-read-newspaper-till-9.15 den start work routine... work ends ard 6.... haha.. thats bout it lar...

RESULTS OUT TMR! argh... damndamndamn....

off to bed^^ nightxx...

2008-02-22T23:31:00.003+08:00

yep:) back for an update-

contrary to what i expected, job application period was short and hopefully sweet? yeap! when i thought i will need at least one day or more for a reply. within 3days its done and over with. Tues: applied, afternoon receive call. Wed: interviewed- offered the job. Thurs: Accepted. Nxt mon: starting work:)

interview was funny =x still rmb what ms ann taught? DUN SIT BEFORE THE INTERVIEWER SITS! haha.. and so my interviewer was the partner/boss himself. and when i entered the room with him =x im like shld i have greeted him when i saw him? or not? after all i din.. no point thinking so much.. and so.. he opened the door for me and ask me to sit.. well he pulled one of the chair out for me and i dunno WHY i was so stupid i go put my bag on that chair =x and i pulled the other chair out and sat=x and when my bum was halfway touching the seat i rmbed the words.. dun sit b4 him.. so i was half standing ( i dunno what e hell i was dunno anywhay ) and sat only after him..

next up was questions.. hahah... accounting THEORY qns.. ohmine-.- if trial balance do not balance which are the supposed errors? omission? never post? and all sorts of crap ans... but the ans (to me) was bout there lar.. error in transposition those 5 errors we learnt in PACC was what he was looking for... humf despite my not-very-perfect answer:) i still got the job! and so, will be working till my uni application results come and then i shall decide my next move:)

so thats bout it. and i hate peepx who LOVES to piss me off. you know, esp those that feel that me replying them is an absolute MUST! i reply and you give attitude. HAHAHA. it does bother me - in the sense it makes me MAD! PISSED OFF! with you. your part of the story is not my part of the story. so get it clear. and if u looking for a 24hrs reply, you can jolly well slowly wait. cos that may have happened in the past, but now things are diff. So if u dun wish to make matters worst, u better stop threading on the line. check ur own attitude, dun like mine, you can just leave as i oways say, no one will stop u. dun try to change me cos u dun have what it takes to change me.

2008-02-19T10:51:00.003+08:00

JOBS application!

boo! i got out from my slackish tune and started to look out for jobs. hahaha... finefine... its merely the 3wk of end of skool:( first 2weeks dominated by CNY! haha.. no more break for me:(

nwayx the thing is i started off a bit reluctantly ydae night and i emailed to this company with little descriptions that suggest it might be my ex-audit-client... a tiny hint - transportation via SKY * hahaha... i only realised this after i sent it! nwayx after that sent in a few more... haha... so lets see..

aprt from that, im busy preparing the kids enrichment week coming up in March! boo:( haha...

2008-02-17T23:10:00.003+08:00

:) satisfaction

hahx as per norm, taught frm 9a.m all the way to 9p.m todae! its very tiring i admit, but pretty satisfying:) my 4yr old turning 5 Jed is finally showing some results! happy:) today his behaviour is great, way better than those previous few times when he banged here and there, and i hope it remains lyke this^^

work todae seemed very smooth flowing:) one kid after another, i din tire off todae.. haha... Elysia sweets is coming back the following month after she injured her arms.. well, i just lurve all my sweethearts so much todae, somehow they looked uber adorable todaeY haha thou im oways fierce to them whn i see no results, they are still so buddy-buddy wit me:) thou most say im nt fierce, but owellx, i noe some are scolded by me b4... those nastyy experiences... but im thankful, they uds:) these are the little precious that keeps me going in my music line:)

decided my theme for this year's Enrichment Week:) im going to do Discovering Piano! mmm trying to make my theme sounds interesting thou all im going to do is history of piano, and the piano and parts.. pedals are stuffs.. for one, i myself found it interesting that white keys used to be black, and vice versa... and pedals used to be below the keyboard and is to be played by the knees and not the foot =x haha... im wondering how this little facts will interest my babies.. haha... we shall see :) heading Esplanade for some gd old research...

ohyah:) boss gave ang baos todae:) so did few of my students' parents^^ thanks for them:) Jenny gave me a packet of sweets she got frm her trip frm tokyo:) did i ever say, i lurve gifts no matter how big or small they may be=x haha.. i just lurve surprises=x haha... so that makes me smiley too^^

Lastly wishing my darling all the best for her start of work tmr:) U have my blessings, u will do fine:)

2008-02-16T15:40:00.001+08:00

fretting over my school enrichment week stuffs!? haha an hour long lesson bout the history of piano is so gonna BORE MY KIDS TO DEATH - loh... i need ideas-.- update later!

2008-02-15T12:13:00.003+08:00

Dentist SCARE-.-

went to the dentist wit my mum ydae. loh, i was so right about them-.- i saw the way they tried to extract out the tooth-.- blood here and der, and the dentist was still toking to me, and i had to say; PLISH concentrate on my mum! its HORRIBLE! i cant believe one day when i age and i have to visit one of them-.- fyi, ive neber been to a dentist cept to clean up my teeth, extracting teeth :/ NO WAY :/ my mum said its only inject and pull - end. but what i witnessed ydae was more than that, include this- FIERCE STRUGGLE between that dentist and my mum's tooth. *faints*

heading for music classes later on.. need to practise^^ just finished mopping my house! TIRING! hahaha... tadaa :)

2008-02-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

random

haven been updating properly =x owellx.. cny is busybusy as per norm^^ this 3 days have been heading out for shopps and stuffs... virgin trip out wit my pink pigpig is fun as well. saw gab and jill and got pink pigpig's gift for her beau:) went out wit dumbosir... for 2 days... cos day out wit darling was cancelled cos she was sick...

im craving for KLunch!!! u guys heard me! hahahah REACT=x loh-.-

kk.. happy Vday to all:)

2008-01-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

special dedication to DAC peepx ^^

from the very first day we met as a cls of then strangers, the few days of orientation we went thru, the very first day of school when we met as a class at the mrt station having our responsible cls rep leading us to class, the very first lecture and tutorial we sat thru, the very first time we touched accountpoly, plus the many first times we shared in SP.

lets reminisce some of it..

in yr1, we had our first proj:) with randomly picked proj mates! hx, aishah, zt, sam. - IDEAs. it was something we know nothing about. my grp's product was some electronic gadget with some chimchim name.. we did our community service tgt and had an unofficial-class dinner:) oh yah... i must say, during this period of time. i met another grp of loveable frens:) my GEMS mates^^ frm psychology.. thats the one and ONLY time i ever looked forward to gems thruout my whole poly life.. u guys rockx:) yc sotong darling^^, sandong, eileen, sihwa, jorris :) but girls, we are lacking in meetups, especially since we are now all in working society=p ( i finally UPGRADE to same status le)

first proj team - Laco Visage ( shld be lyedat )

first cls photo

national day tgt

with our lecturer whu oways rewards us wit sweet=p

Gems Sweethearts:)

well yr2 for as long as i can rmb, the cls was in a mess:/ politics spread, from one end to another. but thruout this period, im glad amidst the whole mess, ive got my close buddies whu stuck ard:) then it was somehow fated/created with a tutorial then project group that ive been with for the rest of the 2yrs in poly. with (ok nt selfproclaim) our official group leader- mr. zt, jina darling and vincent SP male hey gorg:) they are the best project mates! the times we spent on the benches discussing projects den slowly diverting to ghost stories, crap lame jokes. yah.. creditx to vincent, the one that i rmb MOST is the army going to war joke. whereby he is so serious when he asked and it got us all luffing:)

Kbox wit my pretty babe:)

Boring lectures

yr2 was also when we had our itp placement! how lucky i was attached to the same itp company as mr ong =P thou we went to different divisions, made new frens:) got a bunch, experienced KPMG - utterly nolife =x haha no lar... perhaps my depart A1P is abit better lar ( perhaps im a little more lucky )

let me elaborate. interns all feel that Doris our "nanny" is fierce and nt approachable that they dun like her.. but i feel that Doris looks fierce, but she is sweet to me =x haha i rmb once i went missing =x cos mr steven brought me out to do audit and i din sign out.. lohh she was hunting for me... whn i called her wit my blurred-like-sotong voice... she helped me sign off... timesheets were our biggest headache=x everytime can hear MI complaining timesheets do wrongly den secretary scold! haha i was neber called back to re-do my timesheet unlike the other rest, cos everytime de timesheet got Doris to help me scan thru b4 i print =x so confirm no mistake=x

Steven was the first jm-proclaimed SENIOR but he is just G1 now=p well i called him SENIOR cos he is plainly older den me, and apparently the word SENIOR to him makes him HIGH =x haha kidding.. he is great too k.. apparentlly set for the times whn he got me to help him finish up those audit work till 8plus9! becos his deadline is reaching and i had to cover up his files for him! humpf.... but overall working wit him is fun, and we are fated k... after we finished our long MOH assignment, i went off to work at Mt Faber.. and tadaa~! teckchuan's fellow colleague working on the assignment was STEVEN.. blingbling! how i "xia" him whn i crept over the table and "boo-ed" then his reaction was- YOU AGAIN =P haha! well he is great:) he will even help me wit my skool work now that im out of KPMG!

i will neber forget my cable car rides daily to and fro mt faber! my 3days(no nights) stay at (unnamed) mental hospital/rehab and those unearthly experience, plus my wonderful clients whu will pop by my desk to chitchat wit me thou i demand endless documents frm them, less those whu bullied me and got me to FIND MYSELF thru that endless smelly piles. my worried encounters auditing alone ( thou i slacked cos no one was there - so long as work is complicated, everythings fine=p ) how i mingled with e old folks whu are staying at the home of my clients! how i called steven da ge and teck chuan lao da. how i tried to stop steven frm smoking =x and how i tried to scare teck chuan faking that im going out wit him to smoke ( nehx it din work- i looked to GUAI liao.. and he noe i dun approve smokers =x )

mt faber assignment is GREATEST! we went to vivo to buy donuts cos of steven's craving. we thot of whr we r going to eat =x too much and many to list out =P nwayx my belurved itp mates frm my depart - Emily :) our fellow hk MI still keeping in contact:) Nizam! whu is always slacking at work =P and how he let me play wit KPMG's chops cos he get to use those stamps =x apparently i did more serious work der=P he is oways w/o his laptop which i envy cos he keep in office i cant:( and its HEAVY. but i get to claim hundreds over dollars of taxi claims and OTs. those days i taxi-ed ard spore very (shiok=p) and doing payable OTs^^

yr 3:) apparently the thing that stands out is IAP:) grouped wit Jina, Crystal and Rain:) nothing can summarise the stuffs and craps we did... those nights when me and crys crashed into Rain's car after a LATE NIGHT at SP main lib! how we once squeezed into her front seat ( yeah both ) its crazy k but FUN absolutely! how we were so STRESSED up wit IAP that halfway thru caleb's lesson ( so sorry =P ) we headed for a lorry ride =x erm just one rd lar =x ard skool which made us high enuf for work again.. the times we were so stressed we nearly work thru out the night! its a stressless yet stress module. stressless becos caleb dun really gives us lots of stress, his lessons u bet are fun! which his experiences, u will neber bound to get bored. stories after stories. STRESS cos, IAP itself is a stressful module! throwing u to a sea and then -survive-on-ur-own- haha.... we pretties we endured, and survived!

Crystal Tay :)

my best buddy on my 19th bday:)

as for my class:) be it the gds and bad:) im thankful i met u guys! u guys enriched my life! honestly, it must be fate that brought us tgt! w/o u guys, u can bet, DAC07 wun be DAC07:) for the lecturers that guided as thru, thanks for all the patience, undue stress=P, loads of memorizing esp those erm FRS! and lawbylaw =p 3yrs din just go by like that, these 3yrs were meaningful, in a way or another! Blesses to all in ur future :) no matter whichever step we are going to take, we have all been thru these 3yrs together as a cls ( directly attributable / allocatable on a reasonable basis=p )

one and only DAC07

its a long post i noe, its nt tt i din warned b4hand =P haha.. i will miss school! i will:)

2008-01-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

AH! worked all the way from morning 9 to night 8.30 :( its damn

TIRING!!

lohh... wo xiao kan le the long working hrs-.- my eyes lyke nearly dozed off three four times todae? -.- *yawnx* thats bout it:) time to start MUGGING:) last chance to chiong for poly's sem exam^^hopehope i wun lose focus-.- haha.. GOODLUCK PEEPX! and those that are having their IAP presentation tmr :) Best of luck :)

2007-12-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

MY LITTLE HANDSOME:)

baby is heading to primary one in less than 3 days time!!! ^^

2007-12-29T09:39:00.000+08:00

Our Journey, Melody

I've seen you before
In the back of my memory
I looked in your eyes
And felt the truth in me

You're finally here
Been waiting so long
You took my hand
And told me to believe

Now I know that you are the answers to my prayers and
You are my warmth and my strength, I'm not afraid now
Time will soon embrace our bound destiny
I'll spread my wings and fly to where I belong
This is our journey

You picked me up
From the shadows of pain
How was I to know
That I would love again

So I know that often our minds maybe misleading
But my heart is not willing to stop, I feel it burning
Time will soon embrace our bound destiny
I'll spread my wings and fly to where I belong

It hurts to be untrue
To what I've gained through you
I cannot live forever
I know that I belong to only you...

So I know that often our minds maybe misleading
But my heart is not willing to stop. I feel it burning
Time will soon embrace our bound destiny
Unfold my wings and I'm flying to you...

Now I know that you are the answers to my prayers and
You are my warmth and my strength, I'm not afraid now
Time will soon embrace our bound destiny
So spread my wings and I'm flying to you,
Cause I know that where I belong is with you,
And my heart will flourish on moments that I'm...
With you.

2007-12-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAY MOOD

AHH! its official HOLIDAYS!

the festive season is here;

SantaClaus is coming to town~!!!

movie-ing season now:) loves! Y

2007-12-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

NOISE Pollution

my nephew is practically STAYING OVER at my house daily!!! and he enjoys using the net more then me.. clicking into my favourites, to my friendster, clicking all faces (known/unknown), to my hotmail, reading all emails (infact its just clicking)... to virtually EVERTHING... and a moment back, as he was clicking here and there on Friendster.... i saw something SHOCKING, my supposed fren are friends with someone whu is very much nt lyked by me with sucha close r/s known as - BROTHER! im trully going to faint can... when i SAW his face DER! i finally understood the meaning of Singapore is just so SMALL. i nearly fainted... its just SO SUAY. like how in e past, frm the millions and billions of blogpages can that person chance upon mine, and when i checked my readers, i saw the FACE plastered there, i was like. SUAY!

anywayx, i feel so much like living in a childcare right now.. his noise fills every corner of my hse! :( very dreadful! haha... somemore, i gotta take care of him when my mum's bz... play with him ( which i now cant stand, he can play 24/7 if no one forces him to take a break ) and everything. thats prolly why im feeling so OUT OF BEAT... tiredness-.-

nwayx PEEPX! we are hitting the last 4 days to holidays! MerryXmas and NewYr season^^ worth celebrating!!! lets COUNTDWN =/ haha.....

2007-12-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

random

Always On Your Side (Extract)
Well they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side

oh! its been days since i blogged=x haha...

let me summ up... during these days... i have my little nephew staying over at my hse... watched Enchanted.... submitted MA report, presented... my last last test b4 holidays~! AFACA2:) den my xmas is coming ^^ received my FIRST XMAS prezzie ydae, $365 Citigems accessory... dun ask me how i noe the price.. loh.... its just so apparent cos i saw the receipt -.- muahaha.... thats bout it..... :)

all i want, is you for this xmas~ hahaY

2007-11-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

over indulgence!

when all i crave for now is instrumental!
and its pure, deadlyADDICTIONY

2007-11-13T18:29:00.000+08:00

celebrated my Nephew's Bday ( 11/11), Daddy's Bday (13/11)

my beloved family

had loads of fun-ness.... nothing beats spending precious time with your loved ones, seeing them smile, nothing else matters. thats contentment, ability to make your loved ones smile from their hearts. i love them all!

i screwed MST :( i know no use crying over spilt milk.. i know i din study hard enuf. i know i procastinate and had fun instead of mug.. and everything was LAST MIN. this is too heavy a mistake to make.. i guessed, MA paid a heavy price for it. im just hoping i can scrape thru... i thought i know, but SCREWED means screwed. no excuse. so wellx, lets hope nth repeats. MUG HARD. few more months left.

2007-11-02T16:09:00.000+08:00

BAD LUCK! :(

from misplacing keys and being locked indoors

to hearing stuffs at the construction while walking back frm main lib w crys at night
to com getting hit by some idiot virus

to having to CAB back frm cck to home cos i was late for lessons - BROKE
to now my computer cant even START UP, it runs to some re-format page and kept prompting plish insert that idiot reformat CD in.. which i LOST... i hate it!

to proj being in a utter mess, glad i loaned a lappy and managed to help out tie some of the end knots whilst working wit my students

ALL THE SUAYNESS

nwayx,
THANKS A MILLION mr.Buddy! Y

for promptly delivering your laptop over : ) thou it was so last minute rush... w/o it i wld have died! seriously. it allowed me to chip in the proj mad rush from home while im teaching.

im way too tired. and im nt concentrating. 3days of intense IAP. first full day, then virus hit, den nxt half day, and this morning/afternoon. the fear that gone thru and the hysterical moments whn i cld do nth cos com was dwn! feeling so damn HELPLESS... phone wit crys discussion the senarios over the phone... reading thru those senarios 1-4 den thinking bout 6. i wun wanna do it again. NEVER! im glad its o.v.e.r! work is draining me off. yet to start reading for MST.

DIE LOH! blahx..
dun feel like returning his lappy. i cant live w/o lappy =(

2007-10-31T17:57:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHH;

Currently doing IAP with CRYSTAL TAY!!!!!!!!

*edited, Crystal Tay read and say i dun sound happy*

so IM SO HAPPY DOING PROJ WIT HER n HER!

commented by CRYSTAL: INSANELY @ WORK

lalalalalala... crystal wanna join LIFE TIME MEMBERSHIP @ SIMEI C C! whu wanna sponsor her =x

yeahh~! off to do work.... hahaY

2007-10-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

i tink im going bonkers deciding which path to take after poly.. u noe theres lyke a thousand and one routes to choose from ( alritex, abit kua zhang ) but still! haha.. ive sort of tried to fix my decision, i think, im heading dwn or emailing my kpmg manager to find out more bout that kmpg-acca deal.. haha.. aprt frm which, nth much i guess : )

2007-10-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

KPMG-ACCA, should i, should i not?

2007-10-22T22:08:00.001+08:00

i need time off! i need a break!
cos' i feel so damn,
STRESSED!!!!

over what, i really dunno.

school / work and all are draining me off!
TOTALLY!
ive neber felt so helpless b4, sighx~

i feel the need to re-charge,

to re-cuperate just for ONE day.

2007-10-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

din went skool on thurs, went to see a poly doc. got med for my cough and flu, the cough med is very effective, it really kills off my cough fast enuf, and all im left wit is flu at night, thats bout it... more projs are coming up... more proj meets this week... im energized enuf to work i hope! thats bout it, school tmr, wk4:) one more wk, it will be e-learning. den MST. haha.. times passing real fast^^

2007-10-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

im having a nasty sorethroat : ( hate it to the core.. had a new student belle, i tink i left her a bad impression for my lesson todae was total dry-ness, in no mood to talk.. once i tok, i cough,, damn... i guess falling sick always make me crave for stuffs i should eat, for eg; cha guo tiao : ( haha..

im trying to put 101% efforts into all my projs and tutorials.. going to at least try my best to get everything thats supposed to be done, done on time for this 15-2=13wks^^ doing a countdwn, we are left wit 15weeks officially inclusive of a 2wk term brk in e midst! muahaha, thats wad accountants are for =x wks to freedom=/ loh-ness

2007-10-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

im so PROUD of my kids! my last 3 grade 3 kids results came : ) BIGBIG smile! my mummy called me whn i was having my Sakura feast! she said, GdNews! den i, huh? wad gdnews.. reason is simply because ive cleanly forgot bout my kids results thingy =/ haha... den she say of the 3, 1 Dist and 2 Merits! neber felt so satisfied b4! my overall results for this music acad yr is perfect : ) No one fell beneath Merit! haha... tmr lesson is going to be in e evening 'cos teacher wanna sleep more in e morning.. im perfectly fine wit it =/ lyedat i can practise =/ Hahx..

nwayx im lazy to update more. cos i wanna SLEEP! haha... : ) tired..

2007-10-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

new kid todae... cute... but 4yrs old *gasp!* he is abit young, abit too active, cant sit still, shake here shake der, legs lurve to put up on my piano chair... aiya everything larx... aprt frm that hai hao... first lesson was a trial on me =/ den after lesson, after the parent went thru the whole lesson tgt w me and her kid, she asked, do u enjoy piano lesson? my little judge nodded his head.. bingo, test passed =/

a full AFA day tmr! i predict theory staring back at me.... argh : (

2007-10-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

im starting to lyke the beginning of the week and dread the end of the week.. i guess the reason is very apparent! my wed and thurs timetable is very louya =( its lyke on wed lesson starts at 8 and ends at 2plus 3! i mean lesson starting at 8! thats a BIG zzz... den thurs is even WORST! we start at 9 and END AT 5! faintx* wad is the timetable planner doing-.- trying to zapp off all our brain juices!?!?!?!?!

yeah i told myself last sem mux do tutorials! haha.. so later im going to do. had ICA todae! today saddness. i thot its so NT fair whn others get to bring home and do, but we do der and den, straight after (NOT she teach) but our clsmates presented on that topic-.- no logic at all.. 10% lehx. DAMN. dun even haf time to check for wadeva parallel error or wadsoeva. somemore we din even get to check our acad qualifications and our acheivements stuffs. macham we can memorise everything lyedat.

todae is WED, aka FEAST DAY. haha.. headed to eat KFC : ) after which gem-ed.. learnt about right and left brain -.- a peek at our lessons;

Mr Wong: Students, im a left hander, but my students shld realise i write wit my right hand instead. Give a guess why? Guess correct can go home le.

Student A: Write with your right so can multi-task on ur left!

Mr Wong: Wrong

Student B: You want to exercise both sides of your brain, so u write w right and u do other things with left

Mr Wong: Wrong

*Numerous other LOGICAL guess*

Mr Wong: No, cos last time whn i small, i use left hand to write, my matron din noe how to teach me using left hand cos she was a right hander. So she ( Mr Wong looks at a student, lend me a ruler, den i show u. We waited to see wad he is going to show us ) took a ruler and ( Mr Wong starts to use the ruler and hits his own knuckles-.- ) beat me.. den my left hand pain, so i switch to use Right Hand loh. *looks at him in ridiculous AWE=/ den Matron say i write very nice wit my RH. ( whole class sian diao! ) thats y i write using my RH and does other things wit my left. cos im originally a LEFTHANDER?!?!?! we practically dunno how to react.... ok * LUFFX =/ he really lurves gestures, i suppose.

OMG-ness.. den he rants again, as i say, im a jack of all trades, master of none ( luffs himself, just in case, thats his everyday TAG line ) i lurve medical stuffs, cos i lurve dissecting, cutting ( shows us the action -.- and the female student infront of me said; pervert ) but since i use both right and left, i got half of me thats logic ( cos he use RH to write which means using left brain which controls logic ) and tts how i landed up in triple E : ) * gives a wide smile * else i wld have been one of the top surgeons in Spore.. *us; roll eyes* ( he repeats AGAIN for the umpteen times ) cos i lurve ( u guessed it ) Dissecting :S ( pretends to cut again )... he continued with his pranks during his secondary skool days of Hydrogen Sulphide under his teacher's chair and he goes; dun pull this prank on me plish.. [ yah now u can uds how his lesson is lyke, he promises to let us off at 2.. in e end dragg till 2.35 with his above and many more crapx... duh ]

went on a mini shopping spree! haha.. den homed... ROUTINEday tmr... boo...

HappyChildren'sDay

2007-10-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

儿童节快乐~!!

I have to blog this dwn before i cleanly forget wad happened ^^ ydae was my pre-children's SANTA day~! so in e morning.. i carried my bigbig bag of prezzies and headed to work : ) i was pretty hype, well reason being im using my belurved GRANDPIANO room! ive taken LOADS of photos which nearly made JJ faint whn he seen them. cos its too numerous =/

at the start of the day.. with my precious grandy : )

my ever precious kids : ) not all thou~

the counterview whr sufen says the display is very messy.

my baby peeping into my grandpiano!

haha.. slacking =x

i just go gaga over grandpianos!

& it all boils dwn to PASSION! :)

im lazy to put in more photos.. hahah.. thats about it.. i lurve kids! (whn they are nt notti that is =/ ) lesson todae norm... pasta again : ) haha.. shoppingsprees~! crave ^^

2007-09-29T14:51:00.000+08:00

AHHH!! im so bored:( music this morning! haha... tmr going to teach thou its fifth wk, cosh' took off the other time! sad:( andand heard frm my clsmate, Vincent won Male Champ! so he is Male Gorg of SP! haha...

SPOIL ME SOMEONE! haha

Children's day coming le.. Prepared my kids gifts : ) Got a variety of gifts.. muahaha.. plus my fav popx : ) work tmr, gonna be fun! cos im taking the GRANDPIANO room! yeah : ) nth is ever better den that! haha ...

my precious work : )

if only those prezzie were for mine.. haha.. i no longer can claim children day prezzie anymore =/ haha.. since secondary days, no more children day... sadsad... yepyep.. so awaiting for tmr! im gonna be a santa~

2007-09-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

headed to take LRT in the morning! went ten mile junction den to bp plaza, loh.. had MAC kiddymeal becos i wanted that Hello Kitty crayon tracer (which turned out to be a big bluff =/) little shopping done thou, den headed to skool.. haha.. the Hey! Gorg Hosts were der.. haha.. Des Koh!!!!! and Nat Ho!!! omg.. SHUAI DAO~! they were in my lecture hall~! yeahh... and they were filming Felicia & taking picture of Vincent~ loh... haha.. how nice it will be if Mr and Ms gorg is both from my cls~!! nwayx.. Rain drove us to FC5, cldnt find the file i wanted, den headed back.. LOH.. and the bad thing happened, i twisted my knee cap.. i tink its e second time of my life-.- DAMN first was working in Sakae, how suay : ( the pain was bwg =x plus the shock=x not going to explain in detail. just in time, a ah ma came strolling in with bags of NTUC stuffs.. no one gave up their seats, and i stood up; only to realise and recall; i just twisted my knee... sighx* wad a great day lar, headed home. DRAGGED my legg back.. damn : (

hope Fel and Vin gets in!

2007-09-27T20:42:00.000+08:00

went skool for CSP and IAP! loh.. lasted frm 12-5:( damn long larhx.. Sriven our CSP lecturer is a humourous guy! haha.. e norm is an apple a day, i tink to him COFFEE is a mux have in his life... we gotta print everything out ourselves frm Blackboard, whn my printer is running out of ink :( argh! suay.. somemore tutorials are coming, meaning!? need to print txtbk pages -.- its time to source for cheap cheap ink le.. im using them faster den i thot! *sigh

den IAP-ed! got back our marks... IAP = 8creditx! sian.. Sem 2 results all count on it le.. todae lesson was long.. haha.. afternoon lesson is oways a dragg larhx... pass so SLOWLY... loh.... so sad, wk 1 gone le.. meaning hafda start doing tutorial le.. SIAN AH!!!!!!!!

i tink im in trouble;

-i tend to keep an arm's length distance frm ur presence

-my moods sway by ur actions

-i feel awkward & dare not talk to u lyke b4 anymore

-(idunwannatinknomore)

2007-09-26T15:45:00.000+08:00

ydae was lantern festival.. haha.. its been lyke so long since i played with them... since my mood was churning ydae... i went dwn to destress with the company of my bestbest companion : ) JJ~! haha.. those whu noe him will roll their eyes now =/ but he treats me best and thats wad matters.. heck the evil fierce sir-sided him after all, infront of me those traits are gone=x hahaa ( hey.. mux feel happy lehx, i praised u =p )

my work and his, loh, its really nt ez to make them look lyke wad they shld look lyke =/

8oclk lesson todae! BOO-ness. i cldnt keep my eyes open.. its even worst den 9oclk lesson *feihua* waited for girl, we were late, but nt the latest =x the start of lesson was boring.. but till the middle, whn we did personality tests ( i lurve ) i went hype =x haha.. its VVV true ( at least about me lar =x ) im a INFJ : ) anyone wit the same as me? can try it, http://humanmetrics.com/.. nwayx... had lunchie at cafe, den headed to GEMS... it sounds bit interesting to me.. just abit.. but i chose a GEMS tt ends early yet again! HOORAY..

thats bout it lar.. im so damn tired : (

2007-09-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

Love Me Accapella ,Janice

The way you make me feel, so adored
Wish you"d bring me candies when i feel lonely
Dream that you were my husband-to-be
In 365 all i ask is one
Name it after me (lalalala)

Wish you"d write my name on your favourite palm tree
Look in my eyes, love is all you can see
Night and day i dream that things are the way
Before, will you love me more

Where,when and why did you make me cry
Loneliness has become another part of life
Tears running strong and angels have gone
Don"t how to carry on

Baby, I need you now
I need your arms to hold me tight
Tonight please turn the lights down low
and feel my body glow whisper and flow

Baby, i need you now
I need your strength to hold me down
Tonight the world is out of sight
'cause you are all that i"ve been searching for
the way you make me feel adored (lalalala)

2007-09-24T18:57:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

i dragged, literally DRAGGED myself out of bed whn my alarm rang at 7 : ( *so pathetic! it was raining cats & doggs! and the cooling weather was calling me back to my bed... headed to school & i just cant uds, its just a start of new term, but all the SPians were (as usual) hogging the MRT Station... -packed- did something to paiseh todae =x i swear nxt time, i wun take e first move ever again =x haha..

skool was DUH! shldnt have gone... Sriven was on leave! No msg was left, no one cld contact him. We only knew it whn we were der, we waited with the rest, just the few of us, 9... slowly to 9.30~! ARGH... we were being cheated~! Boo~ Sadded.. i beginning to think our timetable is just so odd.. at first i thot tutorial = my class, den i realised no, cos pl they all CSP only on thurs. den i thot monday iap batch = now csp batch, den i realised NO AGAIN, cos my cls is made up of nt only my iap classmates!? got some IAP mates nt in tt class, got some nt IAP mates in tt class... slowly den i realised, WORST STILL ders a later slot for csp! suay! why we kanna so earlier one! wad a great start!

headed to Finance Department, wanted to get or rather ask about my cheque, i dun wanna complain, but they are damn slow, one side say they alr send via registered mail, the other side claim ignorance! DAMN. wait n wait n wait, no efficiency at all! *pissed* somemore ask me to nt look for her, go home wait for they to send email den print that out and come and redeem my cheque!

headed back to FC4, at the same time had a little breakfast! i Y the toast! butter with kaya! simple yet tasty! haha..

looks can be rather deceiving, doesnt look very much appealing, but its ncie:)

well.. headed over to bugis after that... went to the temple der to pray :) shopped a little.. bgt a skirt... hahaha... den headed to PS~!

had this~!

this -to me very useless action-

haha.. seafood platter=x my $10 treat=x loh...

thats bout it bahx.... ~! tata : ) tmr lesson is at 12! Y

2007-09-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

WOO~! 11hrs more to school.. im full of anticipation how my LAST sem would be like! hahx... my last sem in poly... time to chiong & pia, and be a real study kia for erm my last 19 wks... i will be counting dwn =x to my grad!!! muahahahah.... really, this time i promise, i will erm (put in this 2 words safer) TRY TO do my tutorials, TRY TO read my chpts not only during tests/exams, TRY TO put in 101% efforts, plus i will TRY TO listen & concentrate during lectures! yeah!! last sem oso spells that we are officially wasted $2plusk * 3 to get that Diploma~ loh...

lets date back.. Fridae went out in the afternoon with monkey.. at first initial plan was NEBO cafe.. haha.. but becos of our dilly dally & my churning shopping mood, much time was wasted =/ so NO NEBO =x instead, we hit some shop that sold delicious, not so oily, yet crunchy tasting pratas~! its yummy... *noregretx*

afterwhich met up wit my secondary buddy, Tricia~! thou we live so near to each other, and we just study one stop aprt, we seldom got time to meet up.. for say now she is on 6mths attachment and is only free on wkends, but my wkends are tied up wit WORK... nwayx we headed to AMK Hub, went to NYNY to have some drinks, b4 we proceeded to shop ard AMK Hub, infact i find that after going there for a few times, AMK Hub is quite EMPTY. nth much to shop for actually.. but we witnessed a police-catch-shoplifter scene.. well.. i envy her, no need to go back skool alr... 不同人，不同命 : (

Saturday, headed to skool for music... as usual, chit-chatted.. musicians are flirts, thats wad my teacher told me =x & i said; laoshi, u oso musician wor =x cos alot of composers have little mistress here der everywhr, which resulted in nice, sweet, romantic pieces =x haha... that aside, had many new pieces, i really dunno whr to start learning =x

after my lesson, headed over to IMM... collected my cards *winkx* i tink only someone noe bout it.. im so proud of it =x my very own! hahaha.. den passed Dion his belated bdae prezzie consisting of a penguin pooh, and a fila water bottle... after which as monkey wanted to eat pasta, we ended up at Spagetti Too! the food der is NICE, a must try.. esp his portion, haha... tasted nicer den mine =(

homed~! jie came over : ) was planning of ryan's sleep over in my hse in Dec! *anticipation* before tht little one turns P1! we planned to set up a tent, inside my balcony to let him have a taste of wads sleeping inside the tent! haha.. i tried that whn i was younger, and i pulled out my 4men's tent whenever i feel bored sleeping inside my room.. den we ordered the 933 Curry Chicken Bun! its so cheap can $12.80 for sucha BIG portion.. Amazing.. haha... lurve eating it.. loh...

Today, headed to skool, it rained so damn heavily, the strong wind was so power that even with my brolly, i still got semi-drenched.. i looked so pathetic trying to force thru the wind and rain, over frm cwp to civic, blame them for nt building underpass. BOo! den one of my little kid whus going to end his lessons so came to me.. took a picture wit him as his daddy requested and he passed me a little gift.. im noe im bad, but i felt guilty AT FIRST.. hee... i wanted to get him something as well =x BUT after i open up the prezzie, i nearly fainted. trust me, even monkey nearly fainted seeing the prezzie.. becos its so =x hahaha.. den i dropped my idea of a prezzie.. im nt going to be evil by taking a picture of that crap and posting it up =x but its a kuku gift . *hint u can find it ( a semi model of it ) at the counters of Metro whr u can use American Express.. haha... pretty obvious..

tats bout it for todae. my right eyelid just cant stop twiching! arghhh~!

2007-09-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

tmr is officially the LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY FOR ME... b4 life turns back to the deadly BOOKS, PROJECTS, TUTORIALS, LECTURES. my very last lap in poly... its either make it to Uni or off u go to ACCA.. haha.. of cos i dun hope for the latter... the following are senseless rambles... give it a miss, cos its nt impt.. haha... its damn long, for sure..

my mind's still not made up; which path i wanna take... e music route of being a full time piano teacher ( definitely nt pianist, im nt cut to be a performer ) or the biz/accounting profession... to be exact.. ive got totally no idea... and it was lyke just ydae that i went to the course talk and chose Accountancy firstly becos it meddles wit my lovely numbers ( which means sama Maths ) and secondly, its procliamed by many a difficult course to enter!? and popp! 2yrs 1/2 have passed, im here thinking again, WHERE TO GO NXT? im nt going to make my nxt decision using that stupid logic again...

Entering Uni is a dream to many, me inclusive. Aprt frm that which parents do not wish their child step into Uni and grad frm der.. im reminded of the huge financial burden that is going to bring... haha.. but im also reminded of the pride that wld bring to my parents.. im mindful of the amt of hopes placed in me frm my family.. but to enter Uni just for those superficial reasons sounds silly.. i noe the main focus now is; Think of your future plans, What you wanna be, Choose the course thats gonna lead u der.. but hellox, sometime thinking bout those logical stuffs isnt as simple as it seems esp seems it determines ur future plus it is a huge monetary investment.. and thats e main prob!! i dunno whr i wanna be in the nxt 10 yrs =x indecisiveness acts up : (

i mean truthfully those whu noe me for YEARS will noe, since e day i cld rmb, all i wanted to be was a M&M teacher ( haha.. for the benefit of those scratching their heads now, its Music and Maths ) and ive stuck thru it... i rmb getting screwed for nt having more ambitions... =x haha.. but i cant help it... im just so "pte ltd" =/ i backed out frm the contractual MOE route 2 1/2 yrs back.. at times i wonder will they accept me back if i were to re-apply for that post since i rejected them then... Somehow i cldnt foresee JM as something else other den a teacher *sighx*

i hate having to make decisions, impt decisions. Sadly, life is full of them. If i decide on full music education after, i will neber be a uni grad.. ( for i assure u , unless miracle strikes, i will neber in my lifetime hold a degree in music certification ) then again, superficial reasoning.. i dunno wad course i shld take in Uni... my Uni frens told me Biz/Accts is hot, hard to get in, now thats a challenge.. but if i were to enter into it becos of that, im letting history repeat itself.. hate myself for nt having something that i really like... but at times i feel financial statements and balancing those dumb p/l is really NT wad i wanna do for life.. contrary to those whu finds it a challenge, i find it nt my type of job.. infact im tinking of marketing ( which is less of numbers ) u noe, works e mind, creativity, sounds more fun?! going ard meeting clients? i tink its high time i do abit of uni research...

my last ranting... i feel very lousy nowadays.. lousy becos i cant get to perfect my piano pieces.. lousy becos i feel that my standard has dropped : ( i mean despite my teacher's supposedly consolation that grade 8 pieces and dip pieces are lyke heavens aprt... but still.. im experiencing my EMO-ness period yet again.. get damn frustrated whn i cannt get the part the way i want it to be... gave up on my pair of hands and useless feet that cant coordinate well to get the correct and exact pedalling i wanted... i flared, angered, teared, till the extent of banging hard on the piano every note that i played.. pieces that i failed to practise are as good as gone wks later... im feeling dwn cos i cant rmb... feeling dwn cos i lack the motivation to push myself thru whn im faced with a stuck passage....

im just left with the most tedious 3rd movement of schubert. According to mr chin, thats whr many failed to perform. i dun wish to be one of them. i seriously dun... but no matter how much i tried, im still stuck.. my hands and wrist tire off easily... with just an hr of practise.. its feeling weak alr... after rounds of fruitless practises, i feel lyke giving up again.. i know i need to work hard... i noe the major $660 exam coming up nxt yr perhaps in may.. i understand the need to put in more efforts.. but im trying alr... somehow i got those self implied perceptions coming back... telling me that JM ur music is killing everyone.. its TERRIBLE.. HORRIBLE.. just stop. im feeling damn low morale over it.. i noe im tinking too much, perhaps no one even bothers.. its just passing noise.. but at that split second whn frustrations kick in during my failed practises and such thots sets in.. it kills me off.. totally.

music route = full set of music qualifications

biz/acct route = Uni/ACCA ( course undecided )

no idea whr to go = Uni/ACCA + p/t music edu ( like now )

peep keep telling me, my daddy opened up two paths for me in my life... i was on the verge of choosing one path, way to early after my Os, thats e MOE - Music path.... my daddy pulled me back... took the contract frm me.... made me accept poly and give up on that option =x ( yeah not that i really noe wad i wanted then, but the $800 allowance given plus totally paid education by MOE and NAFA studies was total Attractiveness to me ) many say i should leave myself a life line, which is my music side line.. while focusing on my main line ( sounds odd ) which is biz route.. well.. i really dunno.. totally undecided...

i guess my post is full of repeats? just sorting out my thots... tmr i shall fully use my time : ) and that means SHOPPING SPREE! shall blog again, till then : )

2007-09-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

AHH! its wednesday alr : ( my holidays are ending soon! SADdening..

my hse have undergone a 100% change =x this few days have been helping my parents move one furniture frm location A to location B, den B to C... but i felt as if we turned our 5rm flat over & tata.. its a new hse..... my study room undergone a total revamp and became my teaching studio. the used-to-be-mine studytable cum cupboard was shifted frm my sleeping area to my daddy's room.. & now his room looked lyke an all-in-one room... ders a teevee, a ultra big bed, plenty of shelvings... my studytable cum cupboard which look lyke a mini office, plus its attached to a toilet... i tink aprt frm a mini kitchen, everything a home needs is in der -.- yet its still so spacious : ( haha.. i wanna swap room can =x mummy helped me squeeze all my files into one big container den rolled it under my bed.. haha.. hidden away frm public eyes =x lol....

im in the mood of shopping spree : ) ders lotsa things i wanna buy.. did i ever mention i dun feel normal =x cos i dun lyke watching dramas whn nearly all my frens does, even my sis ( my real sister in case u are wondering ) =x i only watch those aired over the teevee =x i tink its just one BIG word to describe that LAZYNESS.. haah.. i just hate streaming & loading and those hazzle of it =x as such, i cant tink of things to do online to kill my boredom.. for i find NO interest in gaming as well.. =x haha.. alritex.. its indeed an abrupt stuff to add in e midst of my post.. but im just currently too bored, and gt nth to do =x haha.. time to zzz.. lol....

2007-09-17T22:18:00.001+08:00

something everyone is ranting about; School's re-opening in days time! SAD! did i even had any holidays in e first place : ( went to cut hair todae! after an hr's long chat with e aunty, she oversnipped=/ which resulted in a veryvery layered haircut =x now the head feels very light! and e amt of hair she snipped off frm myhead is UNBELIEVEABLE! u know, lyke after i wore back my specs and glance dwn as she cleared MYHAIR frm the grd... e feeling wasnt "wow" but "WAH!"... lesson learnt, neber chit chat with aunty whn she is doing ur hair, else she will lose focus=x thats bout it for todae : ) lightsoff!

~~process of learning //independent of u~~
process completed // makes nil difference

2007-09-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

total feeling of emptiness todae : ( i dunno why, or perhaps i noe but dunno wad to do... but the sense of it numbed me up totally.. and i felt like tearing that moment : ( perhaps eventually i will get used to it.. perhaps.

2007-09-15T12:19:00.000+08:00

well~ timetable is out few days back.. i dunno if i shld lurve it , or hate it! NO one day brk in my entire 3 yrs in SP. how possible : ( instead we got lyke an hr or at most 3hrs of lesson PER day, which is so bullshyt of time, travelling all the way frm WDLS to DOVER (1hr), and hr of lecture more, travels back (1hr) again. WASTE. i see an 8clk lesson which i predict i will be occasionally late for UNLESS the teacher is kind enuf ( i hope ) to start lesson at 8.30 =x haha... enuf bout it. my last sem.. and SAYONARA~ haha...

lesson-ed in the morning.. *yawnx* im so glad that there wasnt aircon.. else it will be so cold.. but Mr Chin was complaining.. haha... im glad i managed to skimp thru again with little practise.. haha... im stuck on my 3rd movement for Schubert's piece and reading his life story definitely makes me *sleep... im beginning to lurve etudes ( yeah u may think im crazy cos entries back, i will hoping no more etudes in my entire life but that was cos my previous teacher din perform as well as my current on e etudes i was supposed to learn.. and it all ended wit me struggling to play, and it sounded horribly terrible.. but now, its different, it sound more music ) Jay's secret performed Chopin's Etude Op.10 No. 5 i tink during the dual competition or wadeva u called that... that made me interested in that LRSM piece, one grade up my stage.. im gonna go find it, and learn it... haha.. *bless me, its gonna be tough..

saw lady boss todae as well.. she was here to pei Jenny whu was the only one on duty.. as usual... she said; time flies.. im officially der for as long as my poly studies... alritex.. walked in the rain back.. haha.. wasnt in a great mood, i dunno why... encountered a rowdy experience at the MRT... shan mention.

2007-09-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

birthday post continued*

loh.. went out in the morning. headed to IMM to find my other mooncake promoters.. Dion texted me the day b4 to go "collect my bdae prezzie" but i wasnt free ydae, yepxx so i headed dwn todae... tnkx mich as well for her 12oclk sms last night : ) it was very much not expected since i knew them for lyke merely 1wk plus only... so kinda touched that they rmbed.. haha.. e first thing i did was tasted the DURIAN mooncake.. haha.. i nearly took up the offer of 1/4 piece which of cos i din * erm fattening? * haha... so i took quite 1/16 of it.. haha... slightly more than how big a sample shld be.. den we chatted... and Dion and Mich fought.. funny* using the lantern sticks which accidentally slapped across a lady ( proclaimed pregnant by his very angry husband ) passing by... OHOH! -.- haha.. spelt trouble.. heard him grumble alot of shytty stuffs.. im INNOCENT haha.. so there was the unwrapping of prezzie... u guys shld have seen the prezzie ( wrapped as if its a BOMB =/ layers of newspaper ) yeah all thnks to Dion.. Boo~! loh... but the prezzie is lurved, Name Bracelet frm MoshiMoshi.. plus his self-made card...

after tht headed to Fish&Co... JJ treated me to SEAFOOD PLATTER! lurves* haha... ok aprt frm tt der were also lots of other things which i mentioned earlier... so dun overspill ah ( u noe wad i mean =p ) after that headed to see my stuffs...

headed home! den out again to 768 to help mummy carry my foodie back.. hehe.. mummy bgt home a feast; Chilli Crabby, KangKong & Sliced Fish Soup plus French loafs to go with the Chilli Crab... lurved*

going to teach later. felt so happy todae : ) heeheehee

2007-09-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

my 19th birthday post : )

celebration started right up on SATURDAY : ) my whole family came tgt and celebrated wit me * blissed * the absolute catch this year is that my little nephew actually selected the cake for me *points dwn* he chose it cos got alot of fruits =x

and he drew a card for me and mailed it over to my place. *cutex*

and so der were the prezzies, i lurve my nephew's one most. it was a tortoise, pink shell, which calls out; iYu! apart frm that, had a HP holder, Wallet, Ear-rings, Notepad... yeah.. was treated to PIZZA HUT plus special order of OTAHs.... YUMMYlicous : )

then came MONDAY-TUESDAY : ) haha..

had a special night over at Sentosa! alritex althou the surprises planned out were being guessed out *bingo-ly correct* by me, haha.. it was still a nice experience.. sweet indeed *lurved* had skydining that night.. moreover that fellow was afraid of heights *giggles* and at the last dish - desert of apple crumble and tea, the waitress dished out a birthday cake * which again we forgot to take a shot of, till we rmbed, which was too erm late =x * we indulged in CAKE-ery war... i mean of cos i was unharmed.. which means..... well derin a war, der must be one whus HARMED.. haha.. kk.. aprt frm the cake, the waitor dished out 6pinkroses.. yeah.. haha..

As for pictures, selected few;

On my bdae eve, my pretty bestie pranked on me!! she made me wait long and short online while she made her way to my blk.. surprises were installed as she sweetly travelled all the way frm BoonLay and popped a visit to me *unexpectedly* haha... thankx alot!! one by one, bday cake, her wonderful singing ( haha i din luff whn u sang=P ) den we cut cake wit the fork... and we munched on the cake... tore open her prezzies infront of her.. i noe, she noe, we both dun mind =P i got a cute graduation bear frm her : ) i lurve the belly button thats so BIG ^^ haha... plus her hand-made card... plus a box of scent/soap titled best sisters!! last but not least, a box of home-made cookies by nonetheless my sweetest darling!! Nice chat up wit her... lurve her just so much.... for this, we din forget to take photos, infact plenty of them =P

and straight on the dot of my birthday, some sillest creature went to the carpark beside my flat and did this.. i witness him fighting the wind.. haha... and he was der an hr earlier just to prepare it.. loh... touched* and his hr long efforts were gone whn e seemingly helpless candles were blown off by the wind.. these shots were taken by him, mine is too far off le... thanks for the dosage of sweetness on my bday night : ) i may have guessed it, but its still lurved nwayx...

plenty of thnks to those whu texted over : ) should blog till here... : )

2007-09-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

im thinking of something that i shldnt. AHHH someone help.... quit me frm those thots... i tink im a goon goon. a semi goon... OH wadeva. this is just so random. i feel my nose getting blocked. yeah ( VERY ) i dunno why.. terrible.. but my second flicker of thots bursted into reality and i realised whywhywhy i ended it in e first place.. and so.. PLISH stop me whenever im playing ard with those thots. duh. im glad i woke up early enuf b4 i do something stupid. im thnkful.

alritex.. felt the tremors.. felt the room shaking & it got me giddy.. blah... wonder if a day comes and Spore moves into the EarthQuake zone, it wun be tremors anymore. it will be EARTHQUAKE -.-" and i dun wish to end up falling within Earth's Core.. apart frm it, got my music materials frm Esplanade todae.. was supposed to remind my teacher to bring me scores frm Malaysia.. BUT den i rmbed having to remind him, but forget WAD to remind him. so in e end, i din msg... im suppose to do MUSIC Literature. AHAHAA seriously a bore. hopefully i can fun some sort of sense and interest in it soon.. else it will become my lullaby for the night. loh...

2007-09-12T09:51:00.000+08:00

turned on the panick button! results were out, FAST todae. efficient email notification. i was nt prepared whn i went in that early and i saw that SAS exam notification mail. haha. slight tinge of disappointment there was cos i din do as well as i thot i wld for certain subjects. but overall still ok. its time to mug a little more harder nxt sem! : )

2007-09-11T14:12:00.000+08:00

1stly, my lovely family celebrated my birthday for me on Saturday :) we had pizza plus cake that little ryan chose, plus prezzies : )

2ndly, thanks plenty:) for the fantasic birthday celebration ydae night! the wonderful skydining & the surprises- flowers and cake tgt with the desert is lurvedY

lastly, Lazy to upload pictures : ) EXAM results up tmr. omg! wish me luck, i need lotsa it! panickybutton-.- lol..

hurt inflicted

2007-09-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

thats e "best" gift i ever had : ) the "best". one that i wld neber in my life forget. the scars that remains, i will carve it deep dwn in my heart. i thank u for that gift. i thank u for that memory. i thank u.

2007-09-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

IM FREED FROM MY JOB~!! haha.. more details i shan disclose.. but-the-then im nt working, and dun tink i will be working.. time to ENJOY HOLIDAYS!! nwayx im so happy todae!

cabbed to cwp wit parents todae : ) DADDY lovex was the first to give me my birthday prezzie of the year! *muackx* he bgt me a white gold love with a freshwater pearl ear-ring frm SK Jew. plus a baggy from Charles and Keith! hehehe...

that sparked up my day, and im awaiting for the coming days of fun for me! nxt is on Sat : ) my family celebration! i just cant wait, and im just so hyped!

2007-09-05T09:19:00.001+08:00

happy birthday TRICA sweetx : ) bestBestBEST wishes buddy ^^ lurvex Y

2007-09-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

BOO~! fell sick days back.. =( had highfever,runs&puckx = stomach flu =( currently still feeling my tummy's growling and all that -.- i uber HATE it... nwayx work's blahblahblah so far.. no mood to tok further.. im just plain tired...

2007-08-31T22:10:00.000+08:00

hahx.. not thinking bout job-hopping anymore i guess? haha.. cos i enjoy working der... with my crappy promoters-mates frm all over giant that makes my hrs fly pass in a whizz... and nice boss that doesnt stress me.. plus the amount of little cute babies & little kids i get to see running/hopping/screaming/crying/playing/ luffing past me... but still if boss decides to pull out frm all giant stores ( cos giant gave them bad location ) , i will stop work and enjoy my holidaes : )

work is pretty fun~! those other mooncake promoters both came frm SP.. ahaha... plus that xiao di who's a yr younger den me... he really CAN TALK... yakyakyak ( erm NONE STOP ) i tink its getting fun : ) new month is here~! which means SALARY! PAYDAY : ) haha... okok.. gonna stop crapping.. off to do music research ( AHHHH ) alritex.. nitexx.. pepox ^^

2007-08-31T00:00:00.000+08:00

watched 200 pounds of beauty the day b4, and Ratatouille a moment ago.. heading to bed.. work tmr... met some promoters.. nice bunch.. tired.. SLEEP~! haha

2007-08-29T09:30:00.000+08:00

YEAH~! no work todae =x haha.. and u noe wad that means? i can finally go ESPLANADE to source for my erl king BLAH.. im glad i din took up NAFA-moe contract, else MUSIC literature gonna BORE me to death -.-

Erl King ( the poem which was part of an opera? )

Who rides here so late through night and wind?
It is a father with his small child.
He holds his son firm in his arms
He clasps him safely, he keeps him warm.

"My son, oh why do you look so afraid?"
"See Father, don't you see the Erlking is there?
The Erlking, Erlking with crown and cloak?"
"My son, it's a wisp of mist."

"My dearest child, come, go with me!
all kinds of games I'll play with you;
such lovely flowers bloom on the bank,
and my mother has many golden clothes."

"My father, my father, and do you not hear,
What erlking promises sweetly to me?"
"Stay peaceful, oh stay calm, dearest child;
In leaves so dry there rustles the wind."

"Will you dear boy, will you come with me
My daughters soon they will wait on you;
My daughters lead in the nightly dance
And sway and dance and beckon to you."

"My father, my father, and do you not see,
The Erlkings daughters in that dark place?"
"My son, my son, I see it so clear:
Tis only the ancient willows so grey."

"I love you, your fine figure attracts me so much;
And if you're not willing, I'll take you by force."
"My father, my father, he's grasping me now!
Erlking has hurt me, has hurt me!"

The father shudders, he quickens his pace,
He holds in his arms the groaning child.
He reaches home with haste and dread;
In his arms, the child was dead.

PRECISELY~! i also dunno wad the heck its toking about. but to save me from looking NOOBie infront of my well-read colleague cum teacher... ive no choice but to go figure that out... sheeshh -.- spent most of my hols making just a pathetic $126 -.- haha.. dunno if its worth it or not? kids went for their exam ydae, gave me a big scare. but since its over, shan talk bout it....

2007-08-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

*screamz~!! today's work is perfect for me : ) i lurve my kids uber much!!

i received my early Teacher's Day Prezzie from my lovely darlings : ) the best of the best was the results of my kids~! sent 2 lower grade kids to practical exam, slogged wit them, went exam venues twice with them.. scolded them... did wadeva i could, worried for them, sweated for them and it ripped results~! im so proud of my kids : ) i mean they rumoured this year's examiner was stringent with marks... i mean kinda apparent from the scoreboard.. numerous went, pages of passes, some failures, 3/4 page of distinctions and 2 1/4 page of merits? u can see dist and merits are lyke so few.. BUT my 2 sweeties despite all did me proud!

Sean got *** DISTINCTIONS ***
Shaelyn got *** MERITS ***

Congratx to them both!! now lets pray hard, my 3 other kids heading for exam this coming tuesday...

Sean knowing his results went so HIGH that he agreed to tieing his hair and letting me take a photo of it.. while normally he does NONE of the above * muahaha *

teacher's day prezzie from my lovelies : ) a tortoise huggable, teacher's day flower bookmark and a forever friend's teacher's day muggy!

not working tmr : ) the schedule is in a mess. totallyhate the planning.. for now enjoy holidays~!! muahaha.... ok.. im high on cloud9.. thinking of finding new jobs.. haha.. if he doesnt plans to my liking loh -.-

2007-08-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

went music in the morning, rushed to work aftermath... worked full till 9... homed~! ARGH, for more details wait till i have more time... sold ard 30mooncakes todae~!! happy. tired. im nt going to work if boss post me to Tampines. loh i got 101 reasons y i dun wanna be der. is FAR, damn far. lyke wth. and i HATE tampines to the core. clocked 16hrs so far.. hurhur... BED here i come~! loh.. working 9 - 9 tmr -.-

2007-08-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

first day of work - spent the first few hours rotting away, eating sushi... stock came in at 1pm plus or so?! packed the stocks up... many funny stuffs happened in the midst... no time to blog... pictures for now? heard zt & tm started selling alr.. wonder hows sales lyke? haha... working nearly full shift tmr? gotta run - practise piano -.- loh....

first picture of the day; blurblur head to work.. no boss no nth so end up SLACK cos no stock.. only managed to remove other peepx stock frm our booth den we had our lunch; sushi.

thats a view of the empty booth.. em re-arranging the booths : )

teo came, took stocks, went ard looking for jets/jacks or wadeva u spell that... set up our stock! NEAT =p

before i left, tired look... haha.. ( someone looking at us taking pictures frm the back )

yeah, my fellow mooncake promoter, pl.. haha... got another one, AUNTY =x loh..

2007-08-22T18:06:00.000+08:00

found a job: MOONCAKE promotor @ IMM.. haha.. went in a bunch with zt, tm, pl & bella :) me and pl was posted to IMM Giant, while zt and tm to Vivo... work officially starts on Friday unless they need us to set up the store tmr.... ( which teo just called and say he don ) meaning i will be working day and night thruout my holidays ( OHOH!! sad means will be working during my bday as well BLAH ) lets peek thru my schedule if they dun employ more staffs;

Monday-Thurs: 10 - 10 ( Giant )
Friday: 10 - 5/6 ( Giant ) 7 - 9 ( Music )

Saturday: 9 - 10 ( Music Lesson ) 11 -10 ( Giant ) * ~~if i re-allocate my student~~ re-allocated
Sunday: 9 - 9 ( Music )

PACKED! HOLIDAY GONE~!!!

And so thats how freaking much you noe of me.. DISAPPOINTED.

2007-08-22T00:17:00.000+08:00

EXAMS officially finished ydae.. had our cls dinner : ) with Miss Ooi.. at cwp Swenson... had that sinful de CHOC Fondue=p hahaha.....

Todae went out to celebrate MONKEY's bdae @ Science Centre... those kids there were uber cute.. got one who locked me at a corner cos he was too engrossed with his games that he din notice i was behind him... den got another little boy 8yrs old from Malaysia who were der drawing wit me.. haha... i rmbed asking him a dumb qn; wad are u doing here.. den he look at me; tour loh... met him a few times more while touring the place... its absolute FUN-ness... haha.. den had sinful Waffle Icecream back at CWP... 50% off waffles todae... and Pasta again ( yupyup spagg for and icecream for 2 days in a row =P )

owellx im tired~! let the pictures do the toking instead.... heading to bed... HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone~!! yahh & gd luck in job searching ^^

nwayx... HAPPY BIRTHDAY monkey kor : )

2007-08-18T19:02:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i swallowed CHEWING CUM =x will it get stuck on my throat=( sadd* thats the karma for chewing while teaching =x countdwn to kids de exam... 10 days!!!!!!!!

2007-08-17T18:48:00.000+08:00

Finally this OH-SO-STRESSED-UP wk has past~ just one more paper on monday~ : ) ONE MORE PAPER * screams * oh no, im getting mad=x haha.. ive got so much plans up ahead ( i just cant wait ) althou i din do very well for my papers.. i guess overall done quite badly?! not much confidence for first 2 papers... hope and pray hard to make any silly mistakes for AFA... lotsa things have happened, no time to blog over here...

mmm current worry only one: tmr got lesson, but i haven been practising for one whole~! OHOH =x

2007-08-11T11:56:00.001+08:00

EXAMS up on monday.. work today and tmr! *screams*

MUSIC research: Franz Schubert is linked to Johann Wolfgang von Goethe plus to hear thru this opera/ story?! Erlking

i keep telling myself i need to keep a record on what i studied.. but till now none is kept =x Mr Chin told me that students that went for the exam flunked the dip not one, MANY! dishearten! and it cost $700 for an exam.. once u flunk it, $700 GONE! duh.

he commented again, im a shy pianist. i got "complaint" again... haha 2nd teacher.. is this the loudest u can go? ( same phrase of words.. and i go uhoh not again ) my FF is not loud enuf... louder louder LOUDER -.- i dun wanna be trained on etudes for finger technics.... i HATE etudes =( doesnt sound music to my ears... gotta try to BANG on the piano to save me frm nasty etudes.. i thot it was loud enuf... any louder wldnt be pleasant to the ears anymore... BUT classical style - firmness of keys... no more sentimental... arghhh tjm -.- haish~

my current programme:

Debussy : Les sons et les parfums tournent dans l'air du soir ( impressionist style)

Franz Schubert : Sonate ( in A dur ) ( Classical Piece )

Gabriel Faure : 1ere Barcarolle ( Sentimental )

Last Piece : not yet started - 20th century....

the first one is nicely linked up.. but the other two.. yet to find those professional pianists examples.. so..... last piece is oso a different version... nwayx.. im still a long way to go~ hahaha...

2007-08-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

National Day Celebration

YHeaded to NYNY @AMK :) had a feast... Salmon Salad, Some kinda bready appetizer, Pepper Sauce Steak, Waffle with ChocChip icecream topping and Mango & Lime Volka :)

YAfterwhich headed to watch Secret, directed by Jay : ) 10popcorns out of 10! perfectly, absolutely FANTASIC! the plot, the romanace, the everything : ) Very touching.... Stunning Climax.... the way Jay plays on the piano is so SHUAI! haha.. well thought story line, moved more tear glands obvious from the amt of sniffing and sobbing heard ard me!

Story Line: no more than review given by YAHOO... want know more? go see it urself =P definitely NO REGRETS ^^

jay on piano

female lead : xiao yu

Thats all : ) tata~!

2007-08-09T12:05:00.000+08:00

March Of The Penguins 企鹅宝贝 (Documentary 纪录片)

This documentary shows in detail how the penguins leave the ocean in autumn to embark on a long and harsh journey to their breeding ground for participation in an annual mating and procreation programme.

Its absolutely a MUST SEE documentary... vvvvv touching... parts on life and death... really depicts survival of the fittest.... the part whn the kid cldnt survive thru the cold winter.... and perished.. their mummy crying out... and trying to wake up its child made me teared.. its so true~! apart from it being draggy, its an award winning documentary : ) 9.5popcorns out of 10!

Pianist Lang Lang (Documentary 纪录片)

Want to know more about him : Click here

Those interested should watch this documentary... in it theres music tips.... watch his performances... awesome... articulation and everything : )

Lang Lang [Piano] - Nocturne No.8 In D Flat Op.27 : Youtube
You have to click on the link to view it, cos its embedding is being disabled.

Lang Lang - Liszt-Horowitz Hungarian Rhapsody No. 2

alritex.. perhaps i gotta admit not all will appreciate this kind of performances.... some may say he looks fake and his actions very kua zhang... but that only shows how many he is into his music... his expressions and all goes along with the feelings / expressions of the music... he is an international pianist... peepx pay to watch him perform...

i tink it will take miracles for me to perfom lyke him =x i mean i wun be able to indulge in my music lyke him ( in the sense of ignoring peepx stares and go crazy with the music )... im more conscious of my movements.. haha and thus my teacher oways say im too serious in playing.. muahaha... and i doubt i will ever hop ard my seat while playing.. my bums will be glued to the seat instead =x ahahah... nwayx enjoy : )

2007-08-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

AH! i felt a sense of nostalgic wwaves flooding me! omg : ) haha.. its National Day Eve... whrby skools celebrate National Day.. in PriSkool, they give u keepsakes, files, pens wadeva... in SecSkool, its only left with celebrations and performances... in Poly, ummm ~~NOTHING~~ just a day students pon skool to visit their sec skool.... haha... BOO...

in the morning i was playing badminton wit mummy.. and i heard the usual roll of drums coming from Admiralty Sec.... the 3rd beat whereby UG used to march in... and the band... plus the sea of red ( which we neber seem to appreciate in the past, cos it was just a day of fun / hwk-less for us =P ) and the National Songs ( forever those few oldies, no matter how many new songs they come up with ) thats whn i started to day dream about RSS : ) haha.. those days whn we spent all evenings drilling..... and getting drilled by that "PIG"... when we re-do the steps repeatedly... get scolding for those imperfections... whn ders e dread of forever polishing the boots that neber seem to shine up to senior's satisfaction... theres more... i tink i wun be able to list out all... i just so MISS it!

mummy hung out Singapore Flag... during my Pri Skool days.. i count the no of windows w/o flags... now.. i count the no of windows w flags... =x

thats mine ^^

top one is mine, bottom one is my neighbours ( self explanatory )

haha... so theres only erm 2 0.o oh wellx.... theres nothing wrong being Patriotic : ) haha... mmm

^^ HAPPY 42th BDAE SINGAPORE : )

2007-08-07T14:05:00.000+08:00

i LOVE my family <3

i mean despite the naggings despite the pesterings, they are my closed ones that i know i can depend on.. i know despite at times feeling so many miles apart frm them... when the times arise.. they will still be the one whu will lend me a hand and pull me up : ) cos they are my family... no one can ever replace them nor their love for me....

despite my family circumstances, my parents did not even think twice bout getting me stuffs which i trully need... not becos of all the stuffs they bgt me... but becos of their thots, their love, their concern for me.. i noe not anyone can stand me... this pampered kid.. but my parents go all the way to do so... they really dote me alot and alot... this kinda of lurve is ir-replaceable... knowing that im busy studying... they bgt me loads of tibits ( humph thats y i get fat staying at home owellx still feeling blissful )while they stringent on theirs... im blessed to have them in my life!

my jiejie as well... todae is her birthday : ) i noe wit that big age gap... we arent really lyke other siblings... how i wish we cld skool tgt, we cld go datings tgt.. we cld do many other things lyke siblings does... thou we used to squabble alot cos she oways stands on my parents side whn i do the wrong things.. i came to uds, she was just trying to be her big-sis role, trying to make me uds tings whn im younger... now that we live one stop aprt... she's working has her own family.. we seldom really communicate... but the bond we shared, runs deep... i love my jiejie alot! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE : )

i just feel so light todae! the overwhelming feelings of kinship floods my heart.....

simply ir-replaceable : )

2007-08-06T01:40:00.000+08:00

whee~ finally time to update...

saturday was my busiest day ever... i was practically running from one place to another... in the midst had my jie's bdae celebration... they had to wait for me lyke practically hrs and i rushed back in cab... sighx.... on a lighter note, i tink i begin to lyke the pieces my teacher picked for me... uhaha... but the thing now is... got time to practise anot -.-

mmm all in all munchy doughtnuts are not as tasty as doughnut factory's... but jie was happy wit all my surprises : ) yeahness... thou she complaint i came back a little too late.. and she was hungry.. not my fault =( i alr FLEW back... the cab driver whu drove me back was horrible...

tried to source for the difference in t/b to no avail... i tink im too tired... in the end... i din start on audit....

fumbled on Sunday... packed my lecture notes to my bag as i ran to work.. ( i woke up late, due to the late previous night ) to my SADdness... no one was absent... and der goes my HOPE of studying a little bit... managed to cover lyke 2 slides? saddening... got pissed wit a student for his absolute rudeness... u cld guess how mad i was cos' i went out to tell his dad once lesson ended ( which i seldom does ) problem wit Ben, who wanna quit cos he said no time to practise... well his mummy ask me to counsell him cos he still had the interest... just that he is too stress wit skool work.. and ya... i get to counsell again... so i talked thru the whole lesson... it all boils dwn to time management...

worked all the way thru the night... im falling sick... headache was wit me all the way... pukey-ness as well... reached home.... bathed... guess wad... i did the water therapy thing again -.- and i tink i was really too tired for i fell asleep instead =x since my parents are both asleep no one detected... and i happily wasted spore's resources unknowingly sleeping for a gd 1hr or so... i felt im dead.. cos till tat point in time.... i was still 90% unprepared for test... gawd, save me plish....

oh yah peepx... my msn is having some unknown probs.. and i tink my com is having some unknown madness... anything that is associated with hotmail, msn... im unable to sign in or rather able to, but wit much difficulty... so if u have any impt msges to update me on, plish dun offline msg me... cos im currently using EBuddy that dun support offline messages... and my EBuddy isnt stable... so pardon me if i sign in and out...

nwayx audit test todae was ?! i dunno how u say it... hard?! not so.. simple?! neither... its either u get it, or u flunk it.. i seriously hope not to screw it.. my last hope for audit.. and the first thing i did when i reached home was this: COLLATED ALL MY AUDIT and dumped them aside! no more audit! NO MORE~!!!!

now its on to real serious biz... exams NXT wk... freedom = the wk after! haha.. counting dwn : )

meeting you was FATE...
becoming your friend was a CHOICE...
falling in LOVE wit you, was totally beyond my control~

2007-08-03T22:08:00.001+08:00

i got freaking emo todae for some reasons... duh... not worth mentioning... cls politics is one of them... wads a cls activity whn its broken into half/half... i really dun uds... its too late to save the situation nwayx.. and i guess... no one is bothered.... den had little conflicts here & der, i guess somehow todae is NOT my day... and i realise i overshot on my sms usage lyke again by 100! i mean if u are given 1000 sms per month... how cld this still happen... arghh.. im in deep shyt... my dad's gonna drill me again...

im screaming for more time! my audit proj grades were DUH.. dun ask me.. i tink it will be a miracle if i can manage a B+ in my final grades... no more A or Dis for Audit... tmr is packed... piano studies in the morning, Ceremony in the afternoon, Bday Celebration for sis in e evening... work the day after.. now u tell me... whr in the hell do i squeeze out time for Audit... haish..

taken frm the card i drew for my jiejie... lurbb her soo much~!

no time no time, die loh -.- blahx

2007-08-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

i LOVE my iap mates : ) they are the BEST bunch of project mates ever~! doing proj wit them is absolute fun, definitely no regretx : )

todae din go CLaw tutorial ( for the first time this sem i tink ) cos Jina woke up late... and she texted me... so we skipped it... decided to read up CLaw but ended up i din.. Saw a little boi at Mac... since Mac is having those HappyBdae Singapore's adverts running on its teevee... this little boi saw it.. and he followed along.. he was uber hype.... and he shouted as he ran ard Mac.. Happy Bdae Spore.. Absolute Cutie!

Headed to main library to do IAP... we decided to chiong thru everything by tonight... we started off hype and energetic... grouping ourselves into the numerical and words teams.... Crys and I were working on the notes.... while Jina n Rain were working on the numerical portions.... after working thru halfway.. Crys and I decided we were too hungry to be able to think properly and so we decided to head for our dinner... Headed to FC3... had wanton noodles.... that was whn the fun begin....

i met Hitler at FC3 todae.. haha... yeah.. i was so ehem " LUCKY " ydae just suaned him for placing that "women are not supposed to drive" nick.. and todae i saw him... he was as CRAPX as usual.... den Crystal and I packed dinner ( YUMMY TASTING WAFFLES ) for our smart Rain and smart Jina ( yeah they created this name for themselves ) so we haf the intelligent Crystal and intelligent JM.... both of us went too high thinking of the means to smuggle the food into the main lib under the watchful eyes of the librarians...

& so as we walked into the Main Library... we were hiding the boxes of waffles plus fries here and der.. after i thot we reached safety grounds, i saw an relatively old man walking dwn the stairs. i THOT he was some lecturer which turned out to be NOT.. and i cldnt control myself bursting out into lufters... ( as u see laughter is contagious... within seconds... my dear crystal is luffing as well le ) we decided to prank on our girlies..... stuffed the meals to them.. and b4 they cld lay their hands on it.. we took them away... ( but of cos we arent so evil )

they ate under the camera ( & no librarians came ) so unlyke our SB lib.. whrby even seating between the shelves will get scolding... darn irritating.... yeah.. we decided to take candid shots of their "illegal act" and look at their surprised and act cute faces =P

the shock and after shock look : ) firstly captured by crystal, den me~!

we started munching and working on our stuffs.. before long, 6plus came... Jina headed home.... we gave ourselves a DEADline, telling ourselves by today, die die mux finish.. haha.. slowly as stress builds up.. u can hear "untuneful tunes" coming out from beside me =p * eh im nt kidding - woopxx * time tickled by... by the time we finished Crystal and me hit our target and finished notes.... guess wad~! its 8.30P.M... the librarian annouced that library is going to close soon le...

we packed... den headed dwn.. walked past some cold areas and dear Rain said, u feel cold becos u just walked past "something" OMG... haha.. crystal went hysterical! ( no joke, extreme loh =P ) hahaha... me and her decided, NO MATTER WAD, we will squeeze and hitch a ride frm Rain.. NO WAY will we walk all the way thru the dark dark areas... haha... we walked up the mountains to Rain's car... and we went bonkers inside it... haha.. imagine 2 butts squeezing in the front seats.. no joke... haha... we did it... haha.. we BONDED our butts... and we screamed as Rain reversed.... the safety belt and all... haha... we luffed n luffed n luffed.. i really cldnt imagine how we did it =p

there u go : ) a post specially dedicated to my IAP mates~! u guys are lurved!

2007-08-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

my kor commented; mei ah~! u getting more n more EMO hor~!

duh~ shytx... why is this emo trend getting on me now =( sadded*

ok... nth much happened todae : ) but i was taught this, Friends are just Friends. Friends are nt supposed to poke their noses into the affairs of each other.. so Friends or shld i say superificial friends are supposed to stick to their own biz.. ok?! Point taken.. i wun give a damn anymore : )

im sorry kids, for altering ur timeslots for dunno how many donkey times. My apologies. My this week is awfully packed.

i pray hard that i survive thru this 3wks! Cls Chalet/BBQ coming along after exams~!!!! whee~

2007-07-31T20:45:00.000+08:00

iDUNfeelwell:(

i studied AFA consol 1&2 todae!!! yeah : ) im so proud of myself~!!! i din pon my CF for nth! =x in the space of that 3 hrs... i feel a sense of achievement... *eekkxx* i was residing at Mac todae, ordered a set student's breakfast meal... i din plug on any earphones surprisingly i CLD concentrate : )

while doing my work.. i noticed an aunty staring at my paper... just before she packed and went off, she talked to me.... ;" ehh... u studying accounts ah, eh wads that... ( pokes her face infront of me ) ohhh consolidation... i last time got learn before " ok.. so being curious & outgoing // not wanting to be rude to not bother her // =x haha.. i asked wad she was doing rite now ( i thot accountant from somewhr or wadeva ) ;" im a property agent, last time i worked as accountant... accountant bu hao zuo ah... i see my topp peepox huh.. work till vvvv late... " i dun see whr the conversation will head to... cos she kept suaning us... now learn not lyke b4... last time vv hard de... mux pass the last 3 papers den can get CPA den in e end she gave up... i last time study dunno wadeva shyt in Os, den As oso -.- & so i stopped replying her.... den she left... weird.. whr got peepx first time see u, tok to u, den start suaning u one =x

left abit early to reward myself with a little shoppping trip.... to my absolute saddness; that $17 Alano Jacket Pastel Yellow one is OUT OF STOCK : ( *sobx* so i made my way to skool.... skool was fun.... haha... that big guy was playing wit soccer ball and it was flying here and der... i was afriad it will land up on my coconut head, so i left my seat and joined TM there all at the corner... excuse me... i tink he is no diff frm sec skool days... as loud and noisy and as focused on by teachers...

thats about it todae lar.. not feeling well.... giddy, slight temperature, pukeyness.... blahx... oh ya.. jiejie went to register for ryan's P1 cls.. those parents flopp to her choosen skool cos they starting to implement lappy for kids.. omgg from all over sembawang can -.- so diaox... 200 students fighting for less than 100 seats? 13 Aug will noe results liaox.. pray hard..

2007-07-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

ive got this litte cutie pie dwn here, whu can makes & crash my day! he is my sweetest nephew whu is as temperamental as me! my jie fu went to join that channel U game show and his grp won, so he took home $500 cash~! *wow* nicenice jux in time for jie's bdae celebration this sat....

one day has passed~! i saw my cousin *i tink* while heading to Finance Depart to get my claims ( which in e end i din get, cos i forgot the name of the person im supposed to look for and i cldnt get Mr Sim on time. PLUS those aunties der dun uds wad im saying, neither do i.... ) sadly i hafda walk all the way back to Finance Depart which is lyke miles n miles away during my hr brk tmr! pathetic!

went in search of jie's prezzie wit monkey : ) and guess wad, on my way to the MRT station i saw my eye-candy~! i was still pounding which side to take whn i screamed* ma lian! he just got those kinda comic face that melts me... and becos of that, jina & i headed up to e platform, i detoured and took the train to JE b4 heading to Bugis to meet monkey ( as u can see, Monkey went =x=x=x=x ) haha.. he sourly said; aiyo, den we meet at AMK loh, den u can see him for the whole trip.... muahahaha.... lemonade =p

i tink i saw wl at topshop... owellx... walked n walked... i stumped upon a pastel yellow top ( YESH im craving for pastel yellow, thou i omost hate it to the core in the past - cos' YELLOW dirty fellow -.- ) i wanted to get another top, but after monkey's comments of dresscodes on ME, argh, gave in. im guai kia - i emphasize GUAI KIA!

headed back & ate Pasta. den while heading back, i chanced upon this USB Cup Warmer selling for $19.90~~!! i wonder if it does make a nice give for my jiejie......

so now, ive got a few choices, either that Pig Coin Banky which acts as a calender ( those kinda cube calender whr u hafda adjust the date urself - i tink my jie will be too lazy to do that ) , the cup warmer ( daddy say jiejie wun use that at all, mummy commented not nice - =( not nice mehx? i nearly settled on that ) , and lastly the massaging "hands" that is to be used ard the neck from Action City! any more suggestions`? my jie lurves moomoo~! and ive gt her way too many moomoos le... *deep thotx*

thats bout it~! off to do AFA tutorial....

2007-07-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

woo~ finally found some time to take in a deep breath~

project work and stuffs are draining me off totally... ders hardly a day whrby i find myself sleeping b4 12! practically none! and i predict this one whole week till my IAP submission is going to be late nights thru out. i tink im going to be dead. no time to study audit at all. Friday, Sat, Sun ( spell it utterly packed ) no room for books! i tink im dying, REAL SOON.

i can feel that this month isnt a great mth either for many peepx ard me... my kids too are facing problems, either in skool or wit frens... some kids nowadaes can be real terrible ( nt referring to mine, but my kid's fren ).... ive been hearing stories... so much so that it scares me off... der are times whr i can help make things better, but der are times more den ever whr all i cld do ish hear them out... no matter wad, some stuffs are not for us to decide, if its right or wrong..

nwayx peep0x... haha this month is ending soon le... for some, that means our PAY DAY IS HERE SOON... my source of capital is emptying real soon... for others, our well deserved break is arriving soon~! its gonna be hard.. esp with projmadness, tests, exams... for those settling into their hostel.... preparing for Uni life... i bet its gotta be real fun : ) u guys gotta wait for me, if nth goes wrong, i shall be joining u guys nxt yr =p we shall crap thru the night, sing our hearts out and dance lyke nv b4...

and here we go, No Pain, No Gain.... Sounds corny, but hey its TRUE! with so much stuffs to look forward to, lets put these little saddness, maddness, stressness aside, get over it soon and ENJOY to our hearts content aftermath!

look on the brighter side of life ( haha... i rmb this phrase frm my sec skool days~! )

2007-07-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

an outstretched hand to pull me up
a listening ear to hear all my sorrows
a shoulder to cry on, a physical person to hug
someone to guild me thru in e darkness

*im in lurve with PASTEL YELLOW nowadaes : )
i saw a jacket of that shade, at Alano for just $17*

2007-07-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

another project submitted : ) hoorraayy~!! the last minute struggle between paid-up and issued ^^ all the help was fully appreciated~! thankxalot : ) hopefully it goes on smoothly..

got back MA Lab paper today *screamx* made the worst hella mistake =( i screwed up 'cos i din read the qn properly and i din separate out the ans according to diff prods as required! ended up, HAISH... the 7mrks was gone, and guess wad... the exact ans cld be found in my next ans..... EXACT ANS.. "dui" ah =(

last proj of the sem! IAP =.= muahaha... dead tired todae=(

2007-07-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

i hate it... hate it when i see time tickling by & not a single thing on my checklist is done=( handled in my leave form todae =( working on the 30th! aRgh~ haha its my company's HOLIDAY TRIP.. dunno whr they going this year, yuppx... confirm chop i cannot go cos i GOT SKOOL! sad... so yann say she wun be at the counter then... totally tired & deadx~!

2007-07-25T21:31:00.000+08:00

watched The Simpsons ... was looking forward to seeing it on movie... hahx... i shall rate it 8 out of 10 popcornx for humour... parts whr i luffed till my tummy ache... i esp lurve the little baby.. haha.. and there was this instance where it exploded and some kid in the cinema exclaimed; ohoh mei you liao... very cute : )

badmintoned todae.. mummy and i had no mood=x hahx... our shuttlecock keep landing on the ground and we ended up luffing thruout the game.... seen the talent time semi finals.... the group ones are farnni... made lc luff till she cldnt stop.... anyhowx, its still a great try on their part.. haha.. came a long way... plus their actions.. EHEM EHEM* audit tutorial was fun, chatted wit our PTN, Ms Ooi.

thats about it. Proj Time *uberDREADx* i haven submitted to my supervisor my leave form.. shytxx -.-